Going through a pretty shitty patch in life at the moment and I guess the worst part of it is that Daddy isn’t here.

He is in no way capable or available to put my mind at ease. I’m not too sure how to feel about it, a sense of melancholy perhaps? I expected too much from him, but a few kind words over the phone would have helped. He did try but things got in the way.

It just makes me feel awfully small and abandoned in a way, like I’m only worth nothing to him. :/